I do the same thing. I'm on perhaps my third or fourth major fantasy affair, in voluminous detail. Some only last months, others for a few years. They are very personal affairs - I laud your openness at revealing yours. I don't think I could ever do that. One of the most amazing parts of these fantasies is that by creating both sides of an argument, I learn how better to deal with my own anger and am more tolerant toward others as a result of this fantasy world. I get to try things out with different approaches, and learn what is most comfortable for me. I actually teach myself! And I learn to set more realistic priorities and goals.
Anyway - get back to writing - I want to hear more!
FGM
