Kingz, I would respond in length, but it's easier said in a single sentence: "nonsense" is not a word I use to denote something negative.
Maybe this will help.
To bluntly translate: "Hey, guys, I usually write something else,
so if you've read any of my stuff, be aware this is completely different."
Now, if you still wish to think I'm "
ashamed" of it, go ahead. I find accusing someone of embarrassment is a huge insult, but each to their own.