[Wormsie]

I'm afraid of desicions. I'm afraid that one day I will make a choice I cannot undo. But that's just bullshit, because I'm talking about studying now - whether I want to study acoustics or astronomy - it's quite simple to change college. I'm just so fucking fed up with my parents, it's like THEY are telling me what to do all the time, I'm way too dependent on them and will continue to be so, even monetarily, to some extent. Of course I could take things to my own hands. That would be best - I would be free. The only thing I'd need is a paying job.