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Old 06-08-2006, 01:46 PM   #100
Spiwak
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I had been watching Skinemax at night for a while (several months at least) and then one day I couldn't stand it anymore and touched myself and literally a second or two into it I orgasmed. I remembered feeling incredibly disgusted and crept to the bathroom and washed my hands legs and genitals. I hated doing it for a couple of years but I couldn't control it, despite trying to quit several times. Within the last few years I've fully accepted the behavior as normal and don't relaly shy away from talking about it at all. I think the environment around me (my mom is rather conservative morally, living in a southern Baptist family, and I've been schooled with equally conservative kids) was responsible for my negative reactions to the behavior.

I think I started around 12. I had been deliberately creatign erections via fantasies or, like I said, Skinemax, before that, though.
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