I suppose I should, but it's small comfort. It's certainly not going to help me sleep tonight. (It's 2:23 AM here.) I feel terrible about the whole thing. The thing is, I don't know how else I could have responded to Jeysie- she's right, and I have nowhere to turn! But now I've alienated all of you, and I am left with the same question I'm always left with, the same seeming incapability to stop myself from going through with this whole cycle.
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