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Jelena - 03 July 2012 11:13 AM

(((Fantasy)))

In other news, the restless part of me has clearly had an influence on Mr J who suddenly declared he needs some quality time in the sun. And soon.
Who am I to disagree with that?

In nine days we’re leaving for Bitez, Bodrum, Turkey. It’s really close to the Greek island Kos.

The lazy bee is happy! 

I was talking of going somewhere this autumn with my dad, and Istanbul came up. But then also this whole incident with Syria came up and so that was one thing to add to the cons So, hope it doesn’t escalate while you’re in Turkey (that’s always something reassuring to wish for, right?)

No, seriously, hope you have a good time (and bring us back some pictures)! And it’s not like you’re on the syrian border

I’m sad.

Why?

Well, since you asked… I met just about the perfect girl a while back, and to my most biggest surprise she agreed to go out with me. We went out a couple times but in the end she said she’d rather be just friends. And since it was the first time I’d actually done that (you know, gone out and all that), I guess that sort of emphasized all sorts of things about it too. And so I keep thinking about what I could’ve done differently, or not done… I know it wasn’t up to anything like that, probably, but there’s all sorts of stuff there just going around and around in my head. And most importantly, I’m having a really hard time getting over her because she was - all the way up to what she’s (going to be) studying - pretty much everything I ever dreamed about.

And I’m not even sure what kind of a friend she wants to be, whether she actually wants to be friends or just, you know, exchange the occasional email and then forget about each other (or rather, me).

And in addition to that, there’s another girl with whom I’ve been talking to for over a year on the internet, with whom I’ve come to be very close, who has sort of fallen off the grid for a while. She’s busy and all, but the way she left I’m not completely sure if everything’s okay between us or not…

Hey, what’s with me opening up all of a sudden? Must be the fact that it’s way after midnight already…

To sum it all up, I’m a bit of a mess in that department right now, even though I’m keeping myself composed otherwise, of course

And, as I said, these things happen to me so rarely (or as it is, never (until now)). And most importantly, I’ve been alone for so long, and I finally thought I found someone - and someone so wonderful at that, too. And then it all went away before it even began.

And that, I guess, is why I’m sad.

That sounds a lot like the story of my life. (((UPtimist))) <- of course that’s a manly hug.

Somehow that smiley alone seems kinda dirty…

Anyway, thanks, bro (that’s also manly, right? Nevertheless, I should go and hammer something, just in case)

Jelena - 05 July 2012 12:02 PM

(((Upsie))) And that’s a motherly hug in case you wondered.

Hang in there! You’re a great person and friend. 

That’s what she said (pretty much literally)

And thanks, of course

*Jatsie gives his handkerchief to UPtimist*

Here, ask her if this smells of chloroform…

Ha! I hadn’t thought of that. Could work…