I have some thoughts, Moriarty... or at least, some questions.
1. What do you enjoy doing?
2. What do you hate doing?
2. What do you think you're good at?
3. What do you think you're not good at?
4. What sort of activities give you satisfaction to do?
Maybe we can work off that to give you some advice... or maybe it'll help you organize your thoughts on your own just by writing it out.
Peace & Luv, Liz